multiply

nakakatamad nang mag-multiply!

ewan.

nagsasawa na ako. HAHA.

wasted

I’m wasting so much time for nothing.

No hopes then.

I thought there’s hope… but now i know there’s none. I was super hoping that I could find a way to make dad allow me to go to baguio.. but my very good mom go behind me and already told my dad that i have plans of going to baguio and all. Hell, I’ve just told her before that that Imma ask my dad about it TOMORROW. and so not today. and so I’m the one who’s gonna ask. and so she should not get in the way.

I’m super pissed off. what the hell went up to her head that made her tell it to my dad?

I’m so upset beyond words can ever tell. No body has the idea how much I wanted to go to baguio. No body knows.. and the hard part is, no body can help me.

 

I have no choice but to get over it. move on.

idle day :)

today is idle day! hahaha )

i should have done a lot of things and i should have gone to a lot of places but i didn’t. Instead, i just stayed inside the house and remain idle the whole day. funny, isn’t it? )

[X] go to up
    for the tennis lessons

[X] go to hospital
    for the x-ray

[X] go to the dentist
    for the check-up

I’m so lame today. Please, just forgive me for that matter. ) It’s jus that… i’m so not in the mood. I still feel worn out. It’s friday.. don’t i have the reason to feel this way? ) I don’t even think there’s something so bad about it. )

Just let me cope up with the life stuggle I’ve encountered lately. ) And besides, my body’s literally aching because of the training yesterday. sorry. ) Mind you, i still need loads and loads of sleep to make up for the previous nights I’ve been up so late. )

i feel sick

and i’m not sure why i.