My very long day

OKAY sobrang habalang ng araw ko kahapon =)))))))))

I feel so in the mood to blog so…. alam na! haha )

 

i met mich:)
I was late for 10minutes? Sorry for making you wait!! Ugh. I hate the fact that we have “practice” yesterday -the reason why we weren’t able to hang out for long. :< nevertheless, I was able to:
1 give her my grad pics (’cause i always forget to give her those each time we met in the past)
2 give her the keychain from Brunei (another thing i always forget to bring naman. haha)
3 show her my planner (a.k.a diary. hahaha)
then again we tell stories for a short while and bid our babays :<

went to school for the “pratice”
If only i knew that we would start an hour later than the agreed time, i would have gone to school an hour later too.. just so i can be with mich for a longer while. grrrrrrrr!
Since ma’am Che, ma’am Kaycee, and ma’am Roxie can’t make it… ate Joy, ate Erica and ate Queenie(spelling?) were the ones who taught us. I was kinda confused ’cause their lessons were quite different from the lessons taught by ma’am Che. so good luck na lang sa’min BUKAS. :O
… we bathed in the rain. It’s so much fun. :> Good thing, i brought extra clothes.

tandang sora.
I went to Mcdo t. Sora and lunched alone. [di naman monday kahapon, ewan ko ba bakit mag-isa akong naglunch sa mcdo. haha.] Cheenie arrived behind schedule, but it’s okay. sanay naman na ako mag-isa at naghihintay. (//.-) =)))))))) waddahel. Everything’s okay na sana but when she rummaged her bag, no wallet was found. she kinda panicked ’cause all her money’s in there and the HILLSONG TICKETS too. Her bag’s really hollow and it has a zippper and buttons so it’s not possible that her wallet was snatched. hmm. so we went to her house only to find her wallet in her room. ano ba lola! )))))) finally, i got my ticket and paid her. :> It’s already past 3 when we arrived at Mcdo again and she has french class at 3 in UP so she hurried her way, only to learn that their class was canceled for the day. HAHA. If i knew better, i would have not left her behind.

Convergys.
My karatemates were chlling in convergys and since i have nowhere to go, i went in to rejoin them. First, we were in Box O’ Rice, they ate lunch there. When i arrived, yuka was interrogating ate Queenie whilst Pat was video-ing. Others were playing games or doodling, not sure. I suggested to play ang-ni-ay-ni dahil walang shortage ng papel. hahaha. play-play, super laugh trip ) my favorite: ang puso ni ate Erica ay dinilaan ni Pto(Pat) haha ) Then we had our vain sessions. Even the staffs of Box O’ Rice were with us. walang pinatawad! ))) super fun.
We got bored so we went to starbucks. We knew that if we stay in starbucks, we will surely cause chaos so we decided to stay outside starbucks(still in convergys) and sat on the floor. ang skwatter lang. ))))) we played a game again(i can’t remember the name of the game) and ends up at yuka’s consequence: dance yuka! she did. galing-galing :> After, we all got over it except ate Joy. she announced with conviction na siya daw #1 fan ni Yuka. okay ate Joy :l ))) She was pleading for yuka to do the wave again (she even used ate queenie!) but the fun was interrupted by a guard saying “bawal dyan.. di pwede tumambay dito. . .” so we had no choice but to move out.

savemore. 
We walked to savemore and continued the disrupted fun After some minutes, Yuka was already fetched.

Pat’s house
we went there to get anna’s hoodie which i handed to anna in school. yun lang. haha. went back to savemore… me waiting for “my brother” whilst them, i dunno. just having fun, i think. ) When “my brother” arrived, i left my karatemates.. i dunno what happened to them after that.

HOD recital
I had no idea about it until my brother invited me to watch with him last last night. At first, I didn’t want to because it’s gonna be at night. but he said that we’ll just wait for bea to finish dancing and we’d bounce off. (only to find out that his bea had the LAST dance) so wait wait wait. Dumating na sundo niya, di pa kami makauwi dahil di pa sumasayaw si bea. sabi na lang namin, magcocommute na lang kami pauwi. ang tanga lang namin, sana nagpahintay na lang kami. :/
Kevin was there. ANG TABA NI KEVIN! )))))))
After the long wait, the finale it is. may bonus pa, swerte nga naman ng “kapatid ko” ))) kasi yung crush nya, kasabay na sumayaw sa group ni bea. )
When the show ended, we saw his crush near us. I tried to force him to talk to her but he didn’t. It was so devastating for my part, nasayang lang effort ko. :< ang torpe mo pare! dahil dyan, tinatakwil na kita. di na kita kapatid! di ako proud sa’yo! :l okay, drama. ))) tampo effect.. good thing i saw bea and kevin again so i walked to the screening gate with them, not minding my ex-brother. ))))))

the struggle.
———(some things i wish to keep for myself. for us. hehe)
basta we left the school at 9ish? We struggled our journey home. with the rain on and stuff.
I arrived home at 10:30

 

when i arrived home, i washed myself and all. . . then i realized i haven’t eaten dinner yet so i looked for food and ate. I planned to go online but the phone rang. i answered. it was my friend. so i decided i would not turn on the computer so i could focus… she’s on for rough times and i know she needed my full attention. i did my best to voice out my thoughts which i know could help her and make her feel better. her situation’s really tough. if i were in her shoes, i wouldn’t also know what to do. some of the things i said, now makes me think i should have not said. things that made her feel bad… but i’m caught in the middle. I wanted to tell those things because those are plain truths. She has the right to know the truth. she need the truth. and if i were her, i would be willing to taste the bitter truths than the sweetest lies. I’m just.. not sure if it’s really my job to spill the truth to her. ugh. it’s so difficult! I didn’t want to make her feel bad but i don’t want her to dwell in filthy lies. Oh hey, that thing is just one of her 3 major problemas. we talked until 2ish.. out of fatigue, i drift off to sleep in no time.

 

And today i counted how much i have spent yesterday, and it was P830.oo :l :O )

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I would never forget May 16.
Think about it this way… May i6 is just an ordinary day, just an ordinary day. but i swear it would be hard for me not to remember this. 
just like may25. march15. february 29. . .

hey hey hey

I’ve been not so literally busy these past few days.. Wow, I’m always out of the house since wednesday until yesterday. It’s so fun moving around even if it’s jut around the city.

sequentially…

tuesday
>>last day of my blogging flood. :>
>> i went to sleeping at 2ish ’cause we went to bed at 12ish.

wednesday
>>i woke up at 4ish. my ghad.. 2hours of sleep? darn it.
>>went to cubao bus station with mom to fetch tito eds, tita bob and ep-ep :>
>>off to laguna we were bit early to go to UPLB so we stop by our relatives… went around the cities in laguna. eat eat. chat chat. fun.
>>to UPLB. med check up. (yay!).. registration. we we’re not able to finish the process because the office closed at pm. so my tuition’s not paid yet. now we need to go back to uplb for that. dorms. i’ not sure yet.. then i also met mark.
>>to manila, we are at 5pm. we passed by visayas avenue to view a car.. then went home.
>> very very very tiring. whew.

thursday
>>on the phone with cheenie. we were really desparate to buy a ticket. :<
>>to philcoa…me, tita bob, aboy and ep-ep. I left my shoddy 6610i cellphone in the public fx. What shall be done? I called my number using tito eds cellphone. We went behind the fx.. i talked with a good lady passenger in the fx. A truck almost hit me whole ’cause of that shoddy phone. grrr. I was, as expected, scolded by my mom.
>>to paranaque. we went there to see a second hand car. good enough though.. they finally decided to have it.
>>super traffic along edsa. :S
>>to eastwood. we dined in Dencio’s.. lucky for us to have a table though we didn’t have a reservation. It was raining so all the customers were under the roof. Er, i so love he sisig♥. Tito eds kind of hotseated me. HAHA. I really love the food to death. then we went around and bumped into gonuts donuts. Mom bought a dozen premium(?) doughnuts and we brought it home. Tita and I bought headbands in cybermall.. it’s so cheap to be true! 5 for 100! :> :>
>>decided to get the car tomorrow and then off to uplb (again).

friday
>>woke up early again.. we left the house at 8am
>>to the BDO to get the cash. badtrip! we waited until 11:30? ggrrrhh >:(
>>to paranaque.. we lunched in KFC, SM Bicutan (my first time there..) Heaven, the place is. Super refreshing the coolness(of the aircon.. eeek. hahaha). Sorry naman, ’twas so damn hot outside and even in the car. that is why, aright? haha
>>get the car! yehey finally.
>>we decided not to go to uplb because it was like 3pm in the afternoon na…
>>to cubao. I was begging my mom na we pass by araneta so i can finally avail tickets. but no no. huhu. we just went there to buy the toilet seat for my lola dear..
>>to LTO to process the papers of the new car and for the registration of our car.
>>to UPd tennis court, i was dropped. Due to semi-expected complication, i was not able to play ( Circumstances suggest that i play tennis in the morning so i decided to start on monday instead.
>>sing along along along.
>>on the phone until 1am?

saturday
>>i woke up at 11:30. very very.. hehe
>>ate m breakfst/lunch:spaghetti. and then off to my dentist since my appointment on the previous day was cancelled. new bracket. pain. paid. dadada…
>>arrived home at 3ish? sleeeeeep.
>>to SMF. first time, i rode the new car. shop a little..
>>dinner. many many foodS. haha

sunday
>>not so happy mother’s day. :<
>>problems over load. :S
>>I’m confused.  

loner… not

today, actually this started yesterday.. LOL. ) I’m getting desperate about having a friend in college I’m going to. I know i will eventually meet people there but hell, i cannot afford to stand as a loner on the first day at the very least. )  So yesterday, i started communicating with Jessa through friendster. think she’s nice because she actually gave me the details i soooo need. Her course is BS Stat so we’re kinda not sharing the same building but she’s very very helpful. thank you so much jessa! <3

and today, what i did is i visited the site wherein you could see the names of the UPCAT passers. I looked for the people whom I have the same campus and course and then i try to search them in friendster. HAHA. I loev friendster to death… it’s useful, very. haha. :>

oh no wait, that’s not yet the end. when i see them in friendster, i would send a message to them:

hi,

sa UPLb ka na ba mag-aaral?

nakita ko kasi name mo sa UPCAT passers.. ka-course kasi kita.

Larmae

 

Okay, i may seem weird or desperate here… but sorry to inform you that I’M REALLY AM. Very funny… hahaha! I don’t care what they’d think of me. they don’t know me in person anyway. haha! Now what im gonna do is just wait for a reply… of course i’m not expecting ALL of them to reply but i’m still hoping for at least one. haha. one that can be my friend. one that can keep me company in my first days in college. one i could confide with. even just one. now I’m praying at least for one… please? :>

I need to be busy

Perhaps the reason why I’ve been feeling so lonely and sad lately is that, I over-think. I have so much time thinking that I realize how empty I am.. how much part of me is blank. I get to see how I’m kinda lost in this strange world.

And then just now, another idea popped in my mind-I need to be busy. I need to keep myself occupied so that i won’t think so much.. and if i don’t think so much, i would forget. Now I need to find something that can make be busy. Hmm. Something I like. Something that can make me experience real fun. This ain’t easy of course, but if i get to succeed on this, it could be that the thing I would get into will be able to fill in the emptiness.