No hopes then.

I thought there’s hope… but now i know there’s none. I was super hoping that I could find a way to make dad allow me to go to baguio.. but my very good mom go behind me and already told my dad that i have plans of going to baguio and all. Hell, I’ve just told her before that that Imma ask my dad about it TOMORROW. and so not today. and so I’m the one who’s gonna ask. and so she should not get in the way.

I’m super pissed off. what the hell went up to her head that made her tell it to my dad?

I’m so upset beyond words can ever tell. No body has the idea how much I wanted to go to baguio. No body knows.. and the hard part is, no body can help me.

 

I have no choice but to get over it. move on.

i SUPER want to go to baguio. :(

i can’t decide.

here’s the thing:

I’ve been wanting to go to baguio again ever since I’ve known pauline(which is like 4 years ago) and the chance is aleady here, finally. My karatemates are planning to go to baguio on the 22th of May so we could watch the National Karate Competition.. and also to visit pau, call it an outing or trip or whatever. Point is, I do want to go with them. I don’t care what the other odds are ready to stop me.. until

I learned that my Dad’s gonna arrive from Brunei on the 23th. Yup, on the 23th of May! OMG. And duh. I don’t think I’d be able to go to baguio. Much less be allowed to go to baguio. No chance, is there? (

Why? why oh why do fate have to do this to me? Why? I don’t see reason why these things should happen on the same time..

When I asked my mom about it… she just told me “go talk to your dad. ask him if he’ll allow you to…” My gosh, so helpful huh.

Now things are getting more and more confusing. and i feel super sad because

ETO NA NGA LANG MAGPAASAYA SA’KIN,

PARANG PINAGDADAMOT PA.