idle.

today, I’m still so idle. hahaha. )

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OMG!! I’m so glad I can now read the third book of twilight: ECLIPSE. :>

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Everytime i see that picture, it reminds me of the past… and it makes my stomach flip. Errr.

 

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Mich bought me load. She’s so mabaet. OMG. Now i have a week long load, text unlimited and 1 hour free call for sun. Thank you so much.

If there’s one thing i hate about my having sun load, it’s the temptation. yeah. It kills me inside… knowing that err i don’t wana do this.

 

 

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pardon me for having no proper trail of thoughts. I’m so idle, okay? )

Protected: i kept my promise :>

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short day

yes, i have a very short day. can’t believe i have wasted a day this much, hahaha

12nn i woke up.

12-1 done eating brunch and took a bath

1-4 talking with mich

4-6 sleeping

6-7 dinner

 

see? This so lame of me. hahaha. i feel bad i wasn’t able to watch hana kimi ( OMG. It’s okay though, talking with mich has made my day be less “non-wasted day“. We’ve talked a lot about love life and i felt bad i don’t actually have one. We actually talked about the past and had some evaluation about it. hahaha. She even attempted helping me decide whether or not i’ve been inlove. wadda? hahaha. after the long discussion about it, we ended up saying i’m still young for having real love love love.

we talked about her ridiculous ex-boyfriend. I hate him! or so i hate the fact that she told mich that he still like and love her… but he didn’t say if he still want her back. so there is mich, hanging in the middle of hope and depression. i feel ill for her. i feel helpless at the same time.. i don’t know i could lend her a hand. Also i suddenly feel pity for myself.. hayy.

i have a promise: if he goes online tonight, i would talk to him. i will also tell him that i miss him. :S