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May 17, 2008

My very long day

Filed under: darn it!, love, my day, thoughts, weirdo-ness — Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , — pulanggulong @ 1:45 pm

OKAY sobrang habalang ng araw ko kahapon =)))))))))

I feel so in the mood to blog so…. alam na! haha :) )

 

i met mich:)
I was late for 10minutes? Sorry for making you wait!! Ugh. I hate the fact that we have “practice” yesterday -the reason why we weren’t able to hang out for long. :< nevertheless, I was able to:
1 give her my grad pics (’cause i always forget to give her those each time we met in the past)
2 give her the keychain from Brunei (another thing i always forget to bring naman. haha)
3 show her my planner (a.k.a diary. hahaha)
then again we tell stories for a short while and bid our babays :<

went to school for the “pratice”
If only i knew that we would start an hour later than the agreed time, i would have gone to school an hour later too.. just so i can be with mich for a longer while. grrrrrrrr!
Since ma’am Che, ma’am Kaycee, and ma’am Roxie can’t make it… ate Joy, ate Erica and ate Queenie(spelling?) were the ones who taught us. I was kinda confused ’cause their lessons were quite different from the lessons taught by ma’am Che. so good luck na lang sa’min BUKAS. :O
… we bathed in the rain. It’s so much fun. :> Good thing, i brought extra clothes. :D

tandang sora.
I went to Mcdo t. Sora and lunched alone. [di naman monday kahapon, ewan ko ba bakit mag-isa akong naglunch sa mcdo. haha.] Cheenie arrived behind schedule, but it’s okay. sanay naman na ako mag-isa at naghihintay. (//.-) =)))))))) waddahel. Everything’s okay na sana but when she rummaged her bag, no wallet was found. she kinda panicked ’cause all her money’s in there and the HILLSONG TICKETS too. Her bag’s really hollow and it has a zippper and buttons so it’s not possible that her wallet was snatched. hmm. so we went to her house only to find her wallet in her room. ano ba lola! :) )))))) finally, i got my ticket and paid her. :> It’s already past 3 when we arrived at Mcdo again and she has french class at 3 in UP so she hurried her way, only to learn that their class was canceled for the day. HAHA. If i knew better, i would have not left her behind.

Convergys.
My karatemates were chlling in convergys and since i have nowhere to go, i went in to rejoin them. First, we were in Box O’ Rice, they ate lunch there. When i arrived, yuka was interrogating ate Queenie whilst Pat was video-ing. Others were playing games or doodling, not sure. I suggested to play ang-ni-ay-ni dahil walang shortage ng papel. hahaha. play-play, super laugh trip :) ) my favorite: ang puso ni ate Erica ay dinilaan ni Pto(Pat) haha :) ) Then we had our vain sessions. Even the staffs of Box O’ Rice were with us. walang pinatawad! :) ))) super fun. :)
We got bored so we went to starbucks. We knew that if we stay in starbucks, we will surely cause chaos so we decided to stay outside starbucks(still in convergys) and sat on the floor. ang skwatter lang. :) ))))) we played a game again(i can’t remember the name of the game) and ends up at yuka’s consequence: dance yuka! she did. galing-galing :> After, we all got over it except ate Joy. she announced with conviction na siya daw #1 fan ni Yuka. okay ate Joy :l :) ))) She was pleading for yuka to do the wave again (she even used ate queenie!) but the fun was interrupted by a guard saying “bawal dyan.. di pwede tumambay dito. . .” so we had no choice but to move out.

savemore. 
We walked to savemore and continued the disrupted fun :) After some minutes, Yuka was already fetched.

Pat’s house
we went there to get anna’s hoodie which i handed to anna in school. yun lang. haha. went back to savemore… me waiting for “my brother” whilst them, i dunno. just having fun, i think. :) ) When “my brother” arrived, i left my karatemates.. i dunno what happened to them after that.

HOD recital
I had no idea about it until my brother invited me to watch with him last last night. At first, I didn’t want to because it’s gonna be at night. but he said that we’ll just wait for bea to finish dancing and we’d bounce off. (only to find out that his bea had the LAST dance) so wait wait wait. Dumating na sundo niya, di pa kami makauwi dahil di pa sumasayaw si bea. sabi na lang namin, magcocommute na lang kami pauwi. ang tanga lang namin, sana nagpahintay na lang kami. :/
Kevin was there. ANG TABA NI KEVIN! :) )))))))
After the long wait, the finale it is. may bonus pa, swerte nga naman ng “kapatid ko” :) ))) kasi yung crush nya, kasabay na sumayaw sa group ni bea. :) )
When the show ended, we saw his crush near us. I tried to force him to talk to her but he didn’t. It was so devastating for my part, nasayang lang effort ko. :< ang torpe mo pare! dahil dyan, tinatakwil na kita. di na kita kapatid! di ako proud sa’yo! :l okay, drama. :) ))) tampo effect.. good thing i saw bea and kevin again so i walked to the screening gate with them, not minding my ex-brother. :) ))))))

the struggle.
———(some things i wish to keep for myself. for us. hehe)
basta we left the school at 9ish? We struggled our journey home. with the rain on and stuff.
I arrived home at 10:30 :)

 

when i arrived home, i washed myself and all. . . then i realized i haven’t eaten dinner yet so i looked for food and ate. I planned to go online but the phone rang. i answered. it was my friend. so i decided i would not turn on the computer so i could focus… she’s on for rough times and i know she needed my full attention. i did my best to voice out my thoughts which i know could help her and make her feel better. her situation’s really tough. if i were in her shoes, i wouldn’t also know what to do. some of the things i said, now makes me think i should have not said. things that made her feel bad… but i’m caught in the middle. I wanted to tell those things because those are plain truths. She has the right to know the truth. she need the truth. and if i were her, i would be willing to taste the bitter truths than the sweetest lies. I’m just.. not sure if it’s really my job to spill the truth to her. ugh. it’s so difficult! I didn’t want to make her feel bad but i don’t want her to dwell in filthy lies. Oh hey, that thing is just one of her 3 major problemas. we talked until 2ish.. out of fatigue, i drift off to sleep in no time.

 

And today i counted how much i have spent yesterday, and it was P830.oo :l :O :) )

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I would never forget May 16. :)
Think about it this way… May i6 is just an ordinary day, just an ordinary day. but i swear it would be hard for me not to remember this. 
just like may25. march15. february 29. . .

May 11, 2008

hey hey hey

Filed under: darn it!, my day — Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , — pulanggulong @ 4:34 pm

I’ve been not so literally busy these past few days.. Wow, I’m always out of the house since wednesday until yesterday. :) It’s so fun moving around even if it’s jut around the city. :)

sequentially…

tuesday
>>last day of my blogging flood. :>
>> i went to sleeping at 2ish ’cause we went to bed at 12ish.

wednesday
>>i woke up at 4ish. my ghad.. 2hours of sleep? darn it.
>>went to cubao bus station with mom to fetch tito eds, tita bob and ep-ep :>
>>off to laguna :) we were bit early to go to UPLB so we stop by our relatives… went around the cities in laguna. eat eat. chat chat. fun. :)
>>to UPLB. med check up. (yay!).. registration. we we’re not able to finish the process because the office closed at pm. so my tuition’s not paid yet. now we need to go back to uplb for that. dorms. i’ not sure yet.. then i also met mark. :)
>>to manila, we are at 5pm. we passed by visayas avenue to view a car.. then went home.
>> very very very tiring. whew.

thursday
>>on the phone with cheenie. we were really desparate to buy a ticket. :<
>>to philcoa…me, tita bob, aboy and ep-ep. I left my shoddy 6610i cellphone in the public fx. What shall be done? I called my number using tito eds cellphone. We went behind the fx.. i talked with a good lady passenger in the fx. A truck almost hit me whole ’cause of that shoddy phone. grrr. I was, as expected, scolded by my mom.
>>to paranaque. we went there to see a second hand car. good enough though.. they finally decided to have it.
>>super traffic along edsa. :S
>>to eastwood. :) we dined in Dencio’s.. lucky for us to have a table though we didn’t have a reservation. It was raining so all the customers were under the roof. Er, i so love he sisig♥. Tito eds kind of hotseated me. HAHA. I really love the food to death. :) then we went around and bumped into gonuts donuts. Mom bought a dozen premium(?) doughnuts and we brought it home. Tita and I bought headbands in cybermall.. it’s so cheap to be true! 5 for 100! :> :>
>>decided to get the car tomorrow and then off to uplb (again).

friday
>>woke up early again.. we left the house at 8am
>>to the BDO to get the cash. badtrip! we waited until 11:30? ggrrrhh >:(
>>to paranaque.. we lunched in KFC, SM Bicutan (my first time there..) Heaven, the place is. Super refreshing the coolness(of the aircon.. eeek. hahaha). Sorry naman, ’twas so damn hot outside and even in the car. that is why, aright? haha
>>get the car! yehey finally. :)
>>we decided not to go to uplb because it was like 3pm in the afternoon na…
>>to cubao. I was begging my mom na we pass by araneta so i can finally avail tickets. but no no. huhu. we just went there to buy the toilet seat for my lola dear..
>>to LTO to process the papers of the new car and for the registration of our car.
>>to UPd tennis court, i was dropped. Due to semi-expected complication, i was not able to play :( ( Circumstances suggest that i play tennis in the morning so i decided to start on monday instead.
>>sing along along along.
>>on the phone until 1am?

saturday
>>i woke up at 11:30. very very.. hehe
>>ate m breakfst/lunch:spaghetti. and then off to my dentist since my appointment on the previous day was cancelled. new bracket. pain. paid. dadada…
>>arrived home at 3ish? sleeeeeep.
>>to SMF. first time, i rode the new car. :) shop a little..
>>dinner. many many foodS. haha

sunday
>>not so happy mother’s day. :<
>>problems over load. :S
>>I’m confused.  

April 29, 2008

sullenness

Filed under: darn it!, thoughts — Tags: , , , , , , — pulanggulong @ 11:31 pm

I don’t know what went up my spine, i just, i dunno.. I feel lonely. I can’t explain why because I, too can’t undertand myself.. I hope this feeling move out of my system when i wake up tomorrow. :<

I hate it when I feel so helpless. I know I don’t have the right to feel this way because many other people have heavier problems and harder life than myself. But does it even matter?

 

I’m tired of putting up my fake smiles and happy faces.

 

 I am not okay.

April 28, 2008

No hopes then.

Filed under: darn it!, thoughts — Tags: , , , , , , , — pulanggulong @ 5:12 pm

I thought there’s hope… but now i know there’s none. I was super hoping that I could find a way to make dad allow me to go to baguio.. but my very good mom go behind me and already told my dad that i have plans of going to baguio and all. Hell, I’ve just told her before that that Imma ask my dad about it TOMORROW. and so not today. and so I’m the one who’s gonna ask. and so she should not get in the way.

I’m super pissed off. what the hell went up to her head that made her tell it to my dad?

I’m so upset beyond words can ever tell. No body has the idea how much I wanted to go to baguio. No body knows.. and the hard part is, no body can help me.

 

I have no choice but to get over it. move on.

i SUPER want to go to baguio. :(

Filed under: darn it!, thoughts, wishful thinking — Tags: , , , , , , , , — pulanggulong @ 2:57 pm

i can’t decide.

here’s the thing:

I’ve been wanting to go to baguio again ever since I’ve known pauline(which is like 4 years ago) and the chance is aleady here, finally. My karatemates are planning to go to baguio on the 22th of May so we could watch the National Karate Competition.. and also to visit pau, call it an outing or trip or whatever. Point is, I do want to go with them. I don’t care what the other odds are ready to stop me.. until

I learned that my Dad’s gonna arrive from Brunei on the 23th. Yup, on the 23th of May! OMG. And duh. I don’t think I’d be able to go to baguio. Much less be allowed to go to baguio. No chance, is there? :( (

Why? why oh why do fate have to do this to me? Why? I don’t see reason why these things should happen on the same time..

When I asked my mom about it… she just told me “go talk to your dad. ask him if he’ll allow you to…” My gosh, so helpful huh.

Now things are getting more and more confusing. and i feel super sad because

ETO NA NGA LANG MAGPAASAYA SA’KIN,

PARANG PINAGDADAMOT PA.

April 27, 2008

they say

Filed under: out of boredom, thoughts, weirdo-ness — Tags: , , , , — pulanggulong @ 1:29 pm

They say love is just ound the corner… then you couldn’t i find love? I want love. I need love.

They say week starts on Sunday. really? Why do I feel so tired.. supposed today is the first day of the week, i should be hyped.

They say every one is equal. indeed? Then why do others have more and others have less?

They say happiness is a choice. How come everytime “i feel happy,” i feel as though i’m just fooling myself?

They say.

April 26, 2008

emo.

Filed under: darn it!, weirdo-ness — Tags: , , , — pulanggulong @ 2:54 pm

Okay, i’m feeling emo now. :(

 

that’s all. haha.

April 25, 2008

20/day

Filed under: darn it!, thoughts, wishful thinking — Tags: , , , , , — pulanggulong @ 2:25 pm

just now i realized..

i need MONEY.

may 18
promotional exam
fare. exam. belt. food.
roughly P1500

may20-26(tentative)
baguio trip
P760 for the fare and pocket money?
roughly P2000

summer training
P2200.
tennis
attire. racket. fees.
(i dunno how much.. all i know is i need A LOT).

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So we, actually Pat, have thought of a plan. :)

here:

Patricia torralba: maemae!?
Larmae Gimpaya: yes love?
patricia torralba: may 18 ung exam haha
Larmae Gimpaya: whoa.
Larmae Gimpaya: pera
Larmae Gimpaya: haha
patricia torralba: haha! bago magbaguio
patricia torralba: shet
patricia torralba: hahaha
Larmae Gimpaya: kelan baguio?
patricia torralba: ung nationals.. .may 20-26 yta
Larmae Gimpaya: ahh
patricia torralba: shet ipon na tayo hahaha
Larmae Gimpaya: onga eh
Larmae Gimpaya: pan? :S
Larmae Gimpaya: pano
patricia torralba: haha. uhhh 10 piso per day
patricia torralba: ano goal?! hahaha
patricia torralba: 10 piso amp
patricia torralba: 10 pesos
patricia torralba: hahaha
Larmae Gimpaya: gusto mo? 10 per day tayo?
Larmae Gimpaya: may 4weeks pa tayo before exam
Larmae Gimpaya: so..
Larmae Gimpaya: 7×10x4
Larmae Gimpaya: ?
patricia torralba: 2800?
patricia torralba: joke!!
Larmae Gimpaya: 280 lang
Larmae Gimpaya: hahaha
patricia torralba: hahahahaha
Larmae Gimpaya:
patricia torralba: HAHAHA
patricia torralba: 30 pesos a day!?
Larmae Gimpaya: 30×7x4?
patricia torralba: pucha hahah
patricia torralba: 1200
patricia torralba: ?
patricia torralba: joke!!
patricia torralba: HAHAHA
patricia torralba: 120×7
Larmae Gimpaya: hahaha
patricia torralba: 940?
Larmae Gimpaya: nose bleed
Larmae Gimpaya:
patricia torralba: hahaaahahaA!!!!
patricia torralba: 840?
patricia torralba: 30 pesos a day na lng
Larmae Gimpaya: yup
patricia torralba: ano game?
patricia torralba: hahahaha
Larmae Gimpaya: kaya ko ba yun?
patricia torralba: kung gugugsuthin kakayanin!!
Larmae Gimpaya: minsan nga umuuwi ako wala ng pera, sakto lang pamasahe eh
Larmae Gimpaya: hahaha
patricia torralba: kung gusto may paraan!
Larmae Gimpaya: anong minsan?
Larmae Gimpaya: madalas.
Larmae Gimpaya: hahaha
patricia torralba: hahaha!! sinagot sarili eh
patricia torralba: hahaha
Larmae Gimpaya:
Larmae Gimpaya: shet
Larmae Gimpaya: di ko yan kaya
patricia torralba: o sge 10-20 pesos
patricia torralba: dame?!
patricia torralba: *game
patricia torralba: hahah
Larmae Gimpaya: soge
Larmae Gimpaya: sige
Larmae Gimpaya: bahala na si god
Larmae Gimpaya:
patricia torralba: hahahah! sgesge
patricia torralba: sisimulan ko na ngyn
patricia torralba: haahah
Larmae Gimpaya: ako rin
Larmae Gimpaya: lahat ng pera ko lalagay ko na
Larmae Gimpaya:
Larmae Gimpaya: mga 40 na lang to eh
Larmae Gimpaya:
patricia torralba: hahahhaha!!!!
patricia torralba: maganda yn!!
patricia torralba: dpt sa monday
patricia torralba: may lakad ka ba sa monday?
Larmae Gimpaya: ewan
Larmae Gimpaya: lagi naman biglaan
Larmae Gimpaya: ikaw?
patricia torralba: eh ksi kapag training… may tambay yn after eh
patricia torralba: mapapagastos nanaman!
Larmae Gimpaya: yun nga eh
Larmae Gimpaya: ikaw?
Larmae Gimpaya: wag tayong sumama?
Larmae Gimpaya:
Larmae Gimpaya: kaya ba natin yun
Larmae Gimpaya: hahah
patricia torralba: hahahaha
patricia torralba: parang ang hirap di sumama
patricia torralba: pero kapag tambay lng
patricia torralba: tambay lng
patricia torralba: pero kapag trinoma and everything….
patricia torralba: no way hahahaha
Larmae Gimpaya: tambay? saan
Larmae Gimpaya: saan ka ba tatambay ng walang gastos?
Larmae Gimpaya:
Larmae Gimpaya: maski jabee magastos eh
Larmae Gimpaya: hahha
patricia torralba: hahaha
patricia torralba: sa bahay ko
patricia torralba: HAHAHAA
patricia torralba: tatambay ako sa bahay ko
patricia torralba: hahhaha
Larmae Gimpaya: mag isa mo?
Larmae Gimpaya: ghahaha
Larmae Gimpaya: tae. sige bahala na
Larmae Gimpaya:
patricia torralba: gusto mo sama ka din?
patricia torralba: hahahaha
Larmae Gimpaya: pag 20 per day how much?
patricia torralba: 560
patricia torralba: haha
Larmae Gimpaya: feeling ko kasi bago lumagpas ng 200 yung ipon mattempt na me
Larmae Gimpaya: pang movie na eh
Larmae Gimpaya: hahaha
Larmae Gimpaya: pucha
patricia torralba: hahhaha!!
patricia torralba: AMP!
patricia torralba: isipin mo larmae! makakatulong ka sa gastos ng nanay mo sa karate
patricia torralba: shet!
patricia torralba: SOBRANG KELANGN KO MAGIPON
patricia torralba: kasi actually ngyn may problema kmi sa money
Larmae Gimpaya: sige na let’s help each other

And the chat goes on. OMG. I hope this plan works. :S I hope i can save real money. :S

April 23, 2008

busted.

Filed under: darn it!, thoughts, wishful thinking — Tags: , , , , , — pulanggulong @ 1:36 pm

Sorry my dear, but there’s no better way available.

I told him what i was asked to tell him. But i haven’t told him everything.. not even half of the thing. should i tell him? do i need to bother myself more? to wound his already broken heart? there’s no chance for him.. i feel sad. he’s still my friend after all. the thing here that my stomach can’t digest, is the fact that i was the one tasked to tell him it. understandable? or not. whatever. I’m so stuck in the middle and i have no choice but to stay in my place.. wait until the two boulders in my sides get tired of bumping into each other. when will this thing end? :S

I feel bad seeing them unhappy.

I can’t breathe. why do i need to get involve? so this is how it is being a good friend. I’m tired. But still i’m fighting, i’m still here, standing. carry on.

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