I don’t know what went up my spine, i just, i dunno.. I feel lonely. I can’t explain why because I, too can’t undertand myself.. I hope this feeling move out of my system when i wake up tomorrow. :<
I hate it when I feel so helpless. I know I don’t have the right to feel this way because many other people have heavier problems and harder life than myself. But does it even matter?
I am not okay.
I thought there’s hope… but now i know there’s none. I was super hoping that I could find a way to make dad allow me to go to baguio.. but my very good mom go behind me and already told my dad that i have plans of going to baguio and all. Hell, I’ve just told her before that that Imma ask my dad about it TOMORROW. and so not today. and so I’m the one who’s gonna ask. and so she should not get in the way.
I’m so upset beyond words can ever tell. No body has the idea how much I wanted to go to baguio. No body knows.. and the hard part is, no body can help me.
I have no choice but to get over it. move on.
They say love is just ound the corner… then you couldn’t i find love? I want love. I need love.
They say week starts on Sunday. really? Why do I feel so tired.. supposed today is the first day of the week, i should be hyped.
They say every one is equal. indeed? Then why do others have more and others have less?
They say happiness is a choice. How come everytime “i feel happy,” i feel as though i’m just fooling myself?
They say.
